no yesterday

don't.
don't!
my heart shouts when I see you
with her, with me
doesn't matter what you do.

you act like there was no yesterday,
that we are alright -
and I play along.

like you never hurt me so,
like I never got hurt.

please stop it,
I can't breath! give me some space,
let me be..

broken.

can we really get through this?

I choke,

 I slip, 

  I fall..

are you brave enough to save me?
are we brave enough to struggle through?
are you brave enough to catch me when I fall

without cutting my heart off with another woman,
another hit,
another fall,
deeper,

 inside,

  of this hell.